Happy Birthday to my annyoning sister

We grew up and played together. We haven’t seen each others for almost 3 years. We both studied at different countries and distances have kept us apart from seeing each others. In another words, different countries have different holiday, so we don’t have chance to see each others. Maybe, I have to wait for another 2 to 3 years, to see her again. That is too long. Having to wait for the opportunities to see each other again, we may be shocking to see each other again, as travel and time make us change. Maybe, we are almost a totally new person. I love for m y sister will not change by time or distance.

She is my older sister, but, indeed she is more childish compare to me. She loves to tease me. I will never forget that, we love to make up interesting stories and laugh together. Besides, we love to share ours friend’s funny sides and laugh together. I miss those times. Those are my sweet memories and the memories that I will never ever forget.

Thanks for being my sister, today is your big day, so you must have fun and enjoy this day with your friends. Take care yourself well in England.

I had a good chat with kai chi(ex- school mate. Both of us were wondering how we were going on recently. Suddenly, I asked her about her classmates and they are my ex-classmates. Kai chi is a naughty lady, who likes to tease me by simply saying that I love xx person. She kept teasing me by saying xx person is available, study Pharmacy, long-distance love and etc. I was so seriously explaining that I am not interested in him until I swear it.

She had said something that I hardly believe. It is in fact it is too illogical. What kind of that f**k article read by her. She was confusing me, three- quarter of my brain believe that she make up that article and rest of one- quarter of my brain believe that she had read that article and tell me the truth. From the writing expression wrote by her, it portray that she really have read that article. It is so hard to tell, as I didn’t see her face expression. However, I could not believe it. If it is true, there is no need for me to study so hard instead mixing people who are clever, then automatically will become brilliant student. so ILLOGICAL. I have shown what we had chatted at below .Blue was written by her and Green was written by me.

Shopping in Garden’s city

Garden's city

I went shopping with kai ngii. Both of us did not buy anything. I would like to thank her for being so nice of her to lend me her handphone charger to me.

After I went back home, I cooked tomato soup (my favorite). It was not my favorite before and it becomes one when I started not to put eggs in my tomato soup. Eggs put in the tomato soup will only spoil the real tomatoes’ taste. After, I found out that, I never put eggs into my tomatoes sup. In fact, most of people will put eggs in tomatoes soup. Even though I like tomato soup cooked by myself, I am not daring enough to eat uncooked tomatoes as I have tried it before and I found that the taste is horrible.

It is because of tomatoes. While I was blogging, past memories just comes up my mind. When I first came here (Perth), Philip arranged me to have a rest in the home stay. There are many reasons for Philip to arrange that. Firstly, he wanted to help college to save money and it was very expensive if he brought me to the hotel. Secondly, Nicholas Ang was arranged to live there for the rest of his college‘s life and at that time, his housemate was on holiday. Thirdly, while his uncle drove him to college and drove me at the same time, so there was no transportation problem. Because of Philip, Nicholas Ang has become my first schoolmate. I was so unlucky. Haha, I am just joking only.

Aunt( Nicholas Ang’s home stay aunt now) , uncle( Nicholas Ang’s home stay uncle now) ,Nicholas Ang and I had dinner together. Uncle prepared lasagna, Salad( cut cabbage and tomatoes) and etc for lunch. During lunch, Nicholas and I did the same thing; we only took cut cabbage and tried to avoid taking tomatoes. As a result, it ends up a lot tomatoes in the big plate and less cut cabbage. Was it funny? Because of those past memories, whenever I eat tomatoes soup, something about him will comes up my mind. Why does it happen? He is a copycat. He copies me to be Taurus as I was born first.

Here is King kong Nicholas Ang ( I took his pic as i was bored)

After recalling so much on the past memories, I decided to continue to blog on what had happened today. My newly moving in housemate called Dhamirah. She came from Kuala Lumpur. She brought her classmate a Singaporean to have dinner together. The Singaporean and I had exchanged ¼ of our food to eat, that ends up I tried her chicken cooked by home stay and she tried the tomato soup cooked by me. She praised that my tomato soup was nice. Was it a true feeling expressed by her? I wondered. I guess that she may only want to make me happy so she said it is nice. However, I don’t know the truth. Dhamirah told her friend that I am good in cooking. Again, was it a true feeling expressed by her? I wondered. I guess that she may only want to make me happy so she said that I am a good cook I also just remember that Cassandra also praised me before in front of Dhamirah that I am a good cook, was it a true feeling expressed by her? I wondered. I guess that she may have only wanted to make me happy so she said that I am a good cook. The main reason that makes me doubtful was that I consider my cooking skill is far, far away from good cook. That hinders me to believe what they said. The only thing that I believe my friends always have said is that I have good memories especially about the past.

My term 2 in college

Hey, I am still a life in this world. I have not been updating my blog for such a long time. In fact, I was so lazy and tiring to update it. My college‘s life had keep me busying most of the time and there was nothing special of my life. I am so happy that I am on holiday now.

My life in college has really made me crazy, especially during preparing for exams. I was extremely stressed and nervous, whenever the exams are around the corner. Every time, whenever I set my alarm at a certain time, I will definitely wake up may be half an hour more early. According to what Jason have said, it is the symptoms of stress. Besides, I have to burn midnight oil for preparing the test and cause me have a sleep deprivation. Also, many pimples grow on my face, which made me damn ugly. I am really scared of studies’ life. What can I do? It is for my own good in future.

About my big sister

My parents are proud of my sister. My sister has finally graduated as Master of pharmacy at University of Nottingham (England) with first class honor. She had dedicated her time on studies, and she deserved it. Congratulations for my sister. As her sister, I am definitely proud of her. She is on holiday in Miri and going back to England soon to work. Even though, I am not in Miri, I feel that she is enjoying her life with her friends, my parents, my big brother and my cousins. I wish she has a safe and pleasant flight and a good start in her work and please do not give up when you have encounter problems at work. Don’t forget that your family always standby by your side and giving you the fullest support. All the best my sister.

My sister

About my cousins in Perth

I would like to really thank my cousins (Brendra and Daisy) very much. Bendra is a nice lady; she will try to help me, whenever I need one. I remember that, she helped me to find second hand text-books for me and lend me money when I have money problems. Moreover, she brought me to buy groceries very often. Daisy ( Brendra ‘s little sister) lent me her old textbooks and her handphone. I really appreciate all the goodness they have treated me.

Life after exams(but still have class)

Last thurday was my last exam. I had 2 exams on tht day, which were chemistry and ESLAS. I only had 3 hours slept on the night before exams. That is normal for me, the day before every exam.I am a lazy student, who only have mood to study a few days before exams.That is me , what can i do? Even though i have tried so hard to control my brain ,i was only be able to control some parts of my brain. After the end of my 2 tests, i was very happy as my stress has been relieves. I had waited this day for such a long time . After the tests i had a math lesson, i had no mood to do my works in class as i was super tired. Then I escaped the class to take my report and went to library, and this is where i met up Cheryl , Nicholas Ang and his classmates. Whenever, Nicholas Ang sees me somewhere near him, he would show his weird expression on his face which really scares me.That makes me felt that I am a monster and want to eat him. What i regret now is that i have forgetten to take a pic of his funny reaction( covered himself with jacket ) when he saw me passed by. After class, i went back home to sleep for around 40 mins, then my cousin brought me out to buy groceries.After i had the groceries and finish lunch, i was so exhausted and want to sleep. But i couldn’t as i still had Human Biology homework to do, so sad.I forced myself to do it, but i don’t have mood to do so i only did a few questions.Thanks goodness , next morning , Nicholas Ang lent me to copy his answers. Thanks for Nicholas Ang.

Life after exams(no more class)

I went out with Linh and Tam. Tam and me had bought the same shirt but different in colors.Tam chose blue and i chose black. After that, Linh and i went to tam’s home. I had a nice talk with Linh, she is a good talker, if you are closed to her. I went back home at 10pm and i went straight to bed . I woke up at around 3.40 a.m as i was hungry. Unbelieveable, I saw Nicholas Ang was online. He called me ‘Greedy Pig’ as I woke up for food. I slept like a pig on Saturday and Sunday , almost 12 hour per day. I called my sister on Saturday night, we were talking about lots of nonsense. Thank goodness ,at that time my mom wasn’t at home , if she was at home , she will possibly scold both of us for talking so long and who is going to pay the phone’s fee.

In addition, I had a nice chat with Jason Pang, who were my ex-classmates. We have not seen and contacted each other for almost 7 years. It is because of facebook , we started contacting each others again.We were classmates, when we were in Primary 4 and I sat behind him. I remember that he sat with chea wan , but i couldn’t remember who i sat with. He cames from a rich family, he had a Birthday party at school , home and tution centre every year for sure.But, those memories , he had forgotten, when i mentioned back. He said that,his past was miserable and he tried to forget all his past memories.

Happy Birthday to LI CHING

We have known each other for a long and now we are in different part of the world to pursue our studies. I miss you so much.


During the secondary 5, You were the one who were sitting besides me. Thanks for being my sitting parter. Moreover, we joined the same clubs in secondary (ISCF, Badminton and etc)
I will always remember that , we kept chatting together instead of listening what teachers were teaching . we chat about everything(opinions, love, friendship, childhood story, bad things about the people i hate,joke, hobby and etc).I like to talk with you because you are good talker and good listener. You never feel bored about what i said.

Thanks for being my close friend, Today is your big day, so you must have fun and enjoy this day with your boyfriend

ANZAC Day Holiday

Jean and I went to the city, unfortunately, it was a holiday so almost all the shops were closed. Sorry, jean invited you to the city only wasted your time and made you bored. Jean brought me to a Chinese shop. Then, I met Ester and Sylvia( my ex-schoolmates). The world is so small. Ester is prettier than before.

During the holiday of the first week

I had phoned my friends and I had a good chat with them. It is so nice to know what they have been going on, after I went to Australia to pursue my studies. Firstly, I would like to thank them for giving some guidance of life and giving me an opportunity to become a better person. They also tell me what I should beware of, after I had left my family. Moreover, I enjoy playing pet’ society in facebook. Moreover, I have read chicken soup, did my holiday homework and some revisions.

My term 1 results really badly upset me.I never being upset to this level,
before. Haai haai haaaaai. I hope I will do well in my coming terms so as to compensate it. But, I really scared that I will not do well in the coming terms too. God, help me please. Just now, my sister asked me about my marks. I have gave her my college student web link, user ID and password so she can check my marks anytime she want. The main purpose of giving her is I hope that it can act as a motivation. by preventing to be ashamed by getting poor results, I should score better marks for the next coming terms. She said my marks are far from good and I should do it better in the coming terms. To be honest, my parents do have high hopes on me and I really don't want to make them sad. I really hope that my results will be good. I don't want to disappoint my family especially my parents. I want them to be happy and proud of me. And that's why I am doing this for them.

In order to get good marks, I should overcome many personal problems. Firstly, i should read question carefully, before answering them. I didn’t do well in chem test 1 because i didn’t not read the questions carefully in short questions. As a result, i had lost a lot of marks at it. Haai haai. Secondly, i should write correct numbers for the next physics tests . I don’t know why i could write the numbers wrongly for 3 questions in physics test 1. Thus, I had lost around 8 marks in my physics test1. Haai haai haaai. I should improve my handwriting skills. I should not forget the date of tests next time.I really hope that, i will be able to overcome it. i'm really scared that I will fail

term 1 (summary)

I have not been updating my blog for a long time. I kept postponing it, and then I have forgotten to write already. Firstly i want to apologize to all my loyal readers for not updating my blog for such a long time. I will try to remember to update my blog more next time. I would like to summary my life in term 1 at college for compensate for not updating my blog for a long time.

I love the weather in Perth. Almost every night, I feel like sleeping in air-conditional room. So comfortable. Besides, the air here is not polluted as Miri. The lecturers here are so helpful . The public transport here is quite good also. The facilities here are much better than Taylor College (KL).

I often heard my friends said that, they miss Malaysian food but I do not miss that at all. Instead I miss my monkey at home. First thing, I will do, when I reach home is touch my monkey, but, possibly I will only back to Malaysia on November. My mother doesn’t allow me to bring it to Australia. Haai haai .

The food sold in Refectory (college ‘s canteen ) is not nice. One day, it was raining heavily so I didn’t go back to eat lunch instead ate at Refectory. I bought fish with rice to eat. Even though, it was quite unpleasant to eat but I still finish eating it. One the next few days, I tried tuna sandwich. I t was unpleasant to consume too, I almost wanted to vomit. Maybe, I still not used to eating Australia food. During recess, I usually go back to my home to eat and during night, I usually cook myself.

Every morning, I have to wake up at 7.30pm. Actually, I am reluctantly to wake up at that time but I have to force myself to wake up or I will miss the lessons. I hate this felling to force myself to do something that I am not willing to do. Tell you good news, I no longer to be a latecomer to college because of many reasons which I have mentioned before. In this term, I only miss 1 lesson. At that day, when I woke up it was already 8.29am. If I rush, I will be on class on time, but I don’t. It was because I think it was ok to miss only a lesson in a term. It will not cause me unable to take final exam in this college. Even though, if I was in the class, my heart was not here because of having late night.

In biology lessons, our class did experiments on sheep’s’ brains and cow’s eyes. I am quite excited doing it, because it was new to me. During the experiment of cutting and examining the sheep’s’ brains, teacher asked our class to divide into 2 to 3 people in a group. I group with minas and arinal. Both of them don’t have courage to even touch the sheep’s’ brains. As a result, I was the ones cutting it and they just standing beside me and viewing me to cut it. The boys in another group were also so excited to cut and examine the sheep’s brain. One of members in those group called Nicholas was really crazy about it, he really cut the sheep’s’ brains into extremely small pieces and kept saying it was so fun to play with it. Next, during doing experiment of cutting and examining cow’s eyes, teacher ask our class to divide into 2 to 3 people in group. I group with arinal. This time arinal had courage to touch and cut it. I was busy cutting the eye but Desmond was busy with taking photos. He didn’t have courage to even touch it.

Sheep's brain (not yet cutting)

After cutting(half)

cow's eye(after cutting)

Every night, a boy called ah seng will go to find my housemate (Cassandra). Slowly, he and Cassandra become close friend then finally become couple. He always talks something to hurt others on purpose. I really don’t understand why he is so pleasant to do that. I remember on a day before physics test, he was at my home to do some revisions on physics; he took opportunity to bully me instead of concentration on his studies. He even use knife to scare me. One day, I went to his house with a purpose of asking Nicholas (his housemate) about bio assessment. He was there to ask me stupid questions. He asks me whether I have viewed dirty film before or not. Moreover, he asked me who is the most handsome men in his house and etc. Moreover, he asked me to speak English because here is Australia. After that, he went to his room to wear his sunglasses and at that time I already plan to go back, he takes knife from kitchen and run after me. As a result , I screamed loudly, until far neighbour can heard I was screaming. Just before Math assignment test, he asked whether I likes man’s pennies is long or not. What a extremely distinguish question? I did expect a man has this courage to ask me this type of distinguish question. He also says that, I have too much boy hormone.

My birthday is coming soon; I had bought a watch as my birthday present. I choose watch as my birthday present because I only have a watch at home and if I accidently spoil it, I have another watch to wear. If a day I don’t wear watch to college, I will suffer from physical discomfort.

My result in term I It is not bad but only far away for good. Haai haaai . so sad and disappointed.